Thursday, 23 May 2013

I have been wandering many things.

Ohayouu gazaimassu Minaasan,

Can you guess why i began this thread with Japanese. If you are smart and observant you should know. Okay i'll leave the suspense to next time, It'll be more fun that way. Okay so this week began with a rather slow week. Almost all the boys are falling sick one after another including me. But for me being sick still need to come school and do my work. I haven't break my record of taking MC for 2 consecutive day since secondary school days. Okay so this week i only modeled legs and help Joel to start with the hands a little. Other than that, we spent most of our times, on Facebook, Twitter, YouTube. This week particularly reserved for Graduation and everywhere you can see graduates with their graduation gown. It was lovely i remembered i went once to my brother graduation. Come to think of it , It wouldn't be that long till my graduation day, a year from now. I wonder how i will look like and who will be there.

On Tuesday, we were talking about Toshio, the little boy from Juon. We decided to watch the movie and it crept the hell out of us. It would be scarier if you were to watch it alone. I remember the next day we share experience with each other how we feel eerie at night alone in the room. The footage from the movie just had to replay at that crucial moment.

Here's what happen to us. Since my text last week i didn't dare to text her since she will get irritated. So i let nature take it course. It was an awkward silence when we met, even when everyone was out for short toilet break, i didn't dare to look at her. I know all along she was angry. I admitted, i look creepy at times because i am curious of everything. If i don't get the answer , i can't stay still. I'm very determined. So i decided to wait for the present i promised her on her birthday. To my awkwardness, the day happened and it was today. Perfect like i had estimated. So today i saw her in the morning at the usual place and i sat opposite her, i checked my twitter and i saw her tweets. It shocked me quite a bit and from then on i was feeling moody. Things changed for a second later in class, I was taking out the log book from the locker and her drink was there, she came to get one bottle. Since i don't want to show her my furious look, i helped her get her bottle and she smile and thanked me. The feeling of being angry totally fade away. It's like melted. From then on i am sure its good time for me to pass her the present. But i decided to add a few more tricks up my sleeve. Before going to school, i had bought a packet of chocolate candy from the minimart, it was part of my plan today.

Okay so i told Joel about my plan and he suggested me to pass the present when everyone is around. I told him its not a good idea and tell him my plan and he agreed. So that afternoon when the guys was out to get the camping material Shaun, Ernest and I was left behind. So once the her lunch break i decided i should put the sweet now since later when she come back it's a bit too late. So i make my rounds near her table and plan a perfect place to put it. Ernest and Shaun caught me off guard a few times but turn to look at the fire escape route instead. Phew, it was close. It's scary because that two talk to her often so i scared they will tell her i was the one who put it and i'll get blame. But they are cool. So then we headed for lunch 1/2 hour earlier before our usual time and i knew it that moment when she come back, she will confirm see the sweets. Once we are back, she was actually playing around the sweets i sneak under her bag earlier. I noticed that when one of us step in she will play around with it. I guess that's her way to find the culprit of that sweet. So everyone acted like a veteran actor and of course me the culprit straightaway i continue my modeling. I can confirmed that she didn't know who was it. So later they went to meet their supervisor since tomorrow is a public holiday that's why its a bit late. During their absence our supervisor came and one of the supervisor told us who is brave enough to write a note saying " You are pretty" on the girls desk. Everyone was up for the challenge and so we did. All three of them get 2 notes each and i gave her one in ttakji, wow i didn't know she know what's inside. It might be obvious because i'm the only Korean Boy Fan in the group. Well once they come back, we all acted perfectly normal because we made a deal whoever laughs or expose their  mission will need to treat everyone. From my desk i heard her saying, look its in korean. I don't know if she get what it means, i literally wrote " Dangsieun Eopuda" or " You are cute". Heheh i can cheeky at times you know.

So towards the end of the day i told Joel my plan need to go smoothly and he followed every thing i said. I looked like a damn professional planner because everything i plan is flowing accordingly.  So Joel talk to her a bit and he ask me to pass the present. I did what i was told because i don't want to waste time. So i bravely ask her " J, Can i have a word with you". Then i ask her if she was angry with me and i didn't give her time to explain because time is running out. I told her this " Joy, Which ever the reason i would like to apologise to you from the bottom of my heart. . My words and actions has been harsh and hurt you deeply"
She told her friends to go on since her bus is here. Usually she will board the bus then her friend.After that, Joel left us and I accompanied her to wait for her bus. We chatted a bit and she told me she knew it was a cooking book and really , i miss that smile and said Thank you to me. I was high in happiness and i don't care who is around me. This is the time where i let my guards down and don't care of my pride. I even told her that sweet in the morning , is my doing too haha, i think she want to eat it but her friend told her not to. I don't know in the end she eat it or not. I hope so? maybe? Haha. After her bus arrive, my bus arrived too and we parted ways. On the way home i was stubborn, i thought i want to sms her first and i think, let her do it. I want to see how she is feeling right now. Next moment an Whatsapp message from her arrived. I read it and understand. She have forgiven me and I appreciate that a lot. From now on, i need to be careful of what I say and do in case it might hurt her again. So girl if i am wrong, correct me. This is my first time and I want to gain experience from it. I don't know if you have any before. But i am determine i will go a long way and would not hurt you.

So basically that's about it. Now i am back to Maple with Lenny on certain days and the rest of the days, i am searching about Japan. Jeng Jeng Jeng, suspense to be continued.



Arigato,  Sayonara!


Tuesday, 14 May 2013

Constant Acceleration

Hey readers,

I'm back again with another blog post. Today marks the 2nd day of the fourth week in School. Many things happened over the weekend. Okay here we go. Looking at Lenny's blog, she always mention about how I asked her to update her blog frequently. Therefore I'm going to do the same. We ended last friday with quite a fun day. Okay before i continue i want to emphasize that this is my blog and the purpose of this blog is to record my experience for memories purpose. I am going to be very transparent and please respect my decision with this. Last Friday after clock out, I was waiting at the bus stop for my bus back home since I did not drive. I approached J at the bus stop and wanted to know her better, so i began asking her of her interest. She loves cooking and she likes to cook her  home country food. Seriously I never try their dishes before. The only dishes i prefer is those typical Malay,Indian,Chinese,Korean,Japanese food. But i wouldn't mind trying. So after that I waited for her bus before I board my bus. I missed 2 bus just to wait for her but since its after school i'm quite cool with that. That night we continue to chat then i decided to order that Korean Recipe cooking book. I'm still waiting for the parcel to arrive on my doorstop but i don't think the present will be ready for tomorrow.

Comes Saturday its a different story. Saturday is as boring as ever, now is like the only time i can say that i prefer going to school than staying at home. Rotting even on the weekends. Oh yeah i almost forgot that afternoon, sister ask me to fetch her but when i reached behind at the carpark she already reaching home. I was damn frustrated and then shit happens after that. As i was about to exit, i found that the cashcard is missing from the car! And oh my god, i can't believe it. I need to go down and purchase a new cashcard just for that. Then the rest of the day ended like that. I started playing minecraft that night and spend the rest of the night whatsapp-ing Lenny. Seriously talking to Lenny makes me much better. She gave me tips and suggestions and always be there. That afternoon something happened. But the question is am i the one at fault? or she just having problems. It just bothers me till today.

Okay so class continues like normal but my monday is not blue. My monday is dark, I got the feeling that something bad happened on Monday and i am right. In class like this, after class like this. It just add to my curiosity and like everyone said i'm paranoid. Whatever they say cause i don't care, i'm just going with it. Okay Tomorrow is 15th July the guys have some plans. Lunch is on Aaron and maybe me. Well we have this a monthly thing where one of us will treat the whole class of 10. It might be costly but definitely fun and enjoyable and i think we r much closer now. OKAY let me just end the post here today. I shall update next week.

Friday, 3 May 2013

I just feel like blogging

Dear Readers,

 Today is Friday at that means its the end of our 2nd week in School. Time really flies. Many things happened. I am wondering should I write it down or not. Okay so I'm done for the day and ready to begin my weekends which I am looking forward to. Firstly Father going to be discharge soon from the hospital after a long 2 months. He looks way better and improving everyday by day, its a good choice that we sent him to a rehab hospital. At least he can learn many things and the therapist there is quite friendly and very patient. Secondly, we going to go car showroom to see cars. Brother decided that he want to change to a new car soon. That White Kelisa of his left 2 more years to its name. Its still a good car and very well maintain by us. Lets see how it goes then.

I think I going to increase the number of post I going to post in one week. Excited about many things and I would like to share with everyone here. Okay firstly I give my blog a fresh new look with a simple theme and additional Facebook and twitter badges so for those who would like to know more feel free to add me. Just add me, I won't bite. Okay I am starting to write like a girl now xD. Haha okay so I randomly search on Google about some questions and answer like my previous post. Its quite interesting and it gives my readers 0.1% of knowing me better. Lets begin 2nd part of 100 Questions:


 - Yes, wipe it clean.
 - In
 - What type of question is this
 Nope, not a big fan.
 - No cut them for fun and throw it away
 - Big brown Bear
 - hmms,
 - Nope, it wont look natural
 - ......-
 Nope, what for
 - No, How emergency is it, i wont do it.
 - NO
 - Haha yeah
 Yucks, nope
 - Wow interesting! none?
 - Queen Size bed.
 - Ailee - Ice flower ost
 - Perfectly fine.
 - Not really,
 - Something that is too boring and too difficult to understand.
 - This is something i wont reveal
 - Plain water
 - Curry sauce?
 - There's quite a  lot if you want me to name.
 Romance movies
 hmmms, a kiss on my cheek in primary 6 graduation.
 Nope.
 Nope.
 Back in Secondary school before social networking gets viral
 Can, suck it out with a pump
 Nope, don't want.
  Almost, but i survived.
 - All in one.
 Sandwich + coffee
 1am - 630am on weekdays and 2am till 10am on Weekends and Public Holiday
 Kinda, are you?
 I don't attend.
 I'm a monkey
 4 Language but not perfect.
 nope.
 LEGO
 Yeap. I insist i am always right.
 Letterman.
 Can't remember
 Nope.
 Yes
 Nope.
 Nope.
 Yes, a fake one.
 In February.
 Nope they're not
 Nope.
 What is that.
 Apple pie.
 Pilot and explore the whole world.
 Yes.
 Sometimes.
 Nope
 Yes
 Nope
 white shorts and Black singlet
 last time before Sentosa get revamped.
 kmart
 Nike
 Cheetos
 Sunflower seeds
 No.
 Nope
 Freelance.
 Nope
 Spelling bee?
 Yea, a lot of times
 Yeap. Bought my 1st back in 2010
 Yes. Those that will fit my cd into it.
 Nope. It's against my religion.
 Of course many tiems.
 IU!
 I can't remember
 Hot tea
 Tea
 Sugar
 I cant swim.
 can, not that long.
 At times I am.
 DJ
 Yeah.
 Nope
 Black olives
 Nope
 Living room
 Of course.
 -----
 Which one? Quite a few but I don't  WANT to remember them.
 Nope. Childish 
 I'm not married how am i suppose to have kids.
 Yeap.
 Black,Dark blue, purple,orange,red, brown.
 Maybe? I don't know