Tuesday, 9 July 2013

Zero response

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful, You're beautiful,You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yes, she caught my eye,
As I walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,Flying high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,But we shared a moment that will last till the end
.You're beautiful, You're beautiful,You're beautiful, it's true,
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,When she thought up that I should be with you.But it's time to face the truth,I will never be with you.

Let me begin with the post with lyrics from James Blunt: you're beautiful. It kinda appear in my mind while I was thinking how to write this week post. So it should answer what happened to me and my secret crushes.  Well it's not a secret anymore since I have revealed her name.

Lets get down to some review on akkufresh first before I continue my lovey dovey stories. Thursday night I received a parcel and it was my akkufresh. A little background about akkufresh.  It is the latest technology of battery saver by using nanotechnology to enhanced battery performance. The advertisement is said that the nanotechnology sticker can boost battery lifespan from a year to five or even ten years. It can boost charging time and standby time of the battery is superb.  I did a small test on it and here's are the result. The phone standby time increase day by day. As of now my phone is standby for about 4 days! Is that good or bad. On the first day since I was working I didnt really track the battery performance so I managed to survived 14 hours on pure battery for that day. On the first monday in school the battery lasted till about 6pm. Its nearly 10hrs of usage compare from 5 hours of usage without using akkufresh. Do I recommend it or not? Od course I will recommend anyone that is having battery issues to give it a go. It's really good and depends on your usage. If you are a heavy user. You might see different results. Why not give it a try! Its available from qoo10.sg. just search for akkufresh. I'm not connected or affiliated to the seller or any akkufresh retailers. This is just an honest review from karl. Give it a try. Ill rate it as 9/10.

Okay now its back to reality and everything karl. So the weekends is quite tiring especially on the sunday where I work at T2. My partner is not Sherry so the time past super slow! One word, she is well prepared.  What I meant by that is that she likes to stocked up and arrange messily the items. For me in other words I hate messiness.  The first thing after I took over the shift is to clean and rearrange the booth to my liking. But she just like to mess things up! She is quite slow too, if I didn't help me on data entry we will have tons of data entry to be done. If only Sherry was there. Haha there's this saying that if you like/love the person everything about her also is fantastic.  I think I must be blinded by love. But seriously don't get offended, Joy if you are reading this I am quite happy that I met Sherry because I don't feel anything for you any longer and letting you go is a pain because I did so many first thing for you. I used to but you threw it away.

As usual Monday arrive and everyone is like half dead in school. We were not doing work at all, in fact we havent really start progressing as of this week. The main server went down and we can't get connected to the Internet.  So we spend time sleeping, playing games and watching movies on our phone. For me I watched We got married global Taecyeon and guigui as well as Hongki and Fujii Mina. I enjoyed watching the show as there are a lot of things that I can learn. One thing for sure international marriages is not easy but as long as you put in that effort you can succeed.  Looking at all the surprises, dating, marriage and lastly the break up. In my mind I was like "when will it be my turn" I guess after I cross 20 years old I thought more about romance and getting a girlfriend. I have a very sour past in fact only 2 person knows about my past. I am afraid to fall in love again in case that history repeat itself. So girls be easy on me okay. I may be a guy that look fierce but I really has a small heart. I get offended easily yeah and I'm hurt again.
Okay no more lovey dovey. Its time for Ramadhan. Soon I going to leave for Mosque for the first Tarawih this year. All Muslim feels excited when Ramadhan arrived because this is our month. This is the followers month. We get to fast, breaking fast with our loved ones, pray Tarawih and also at the end of it Hari raya Aidilfitri as a reward for our fasting for the month. So to all those Muslim readers I would like to wish everyone happy fasting and change for the better. Remember what you did last time so you don't repeat the same mistakes again. Insyallah.

Monday, 1 July 2013

memorable weekend

Wake up to a boring Saturday morning, my eyes were still three quarter close and i'm off for another weekend of working. Arrived at the booth 2 minutes before clock in and my partner already reached. I feel bad that i make a girl wait for me. But this job you come in early no pay, you clock out late no pay, how bad it is but anyway lets start with the adventure.
When i reached there ready to start work i asked the PM shift if my partner is late or something, then he told me she's at the toilet. So when she came back everyone left and I was like, wow an angel is my partner! I got a pretty partner today. So i know that the rest of the 12 hours is going to be enjoyable. Her name is Sherry and we got along really well. I admit that this job you can make friends very easily. So i was outside and she was inside the booth doing the prize redemption stuff. About 1 hour before lunch, we got swarmed by a group of China tourist. This one is particularly stubborn, i tried to help them but they go to Sherry. After they left, I saw Sherry was like going really mad and I helped to cool her down. So I told her i will take over her from inside as there was a lot to key in but she insist in doing it but i said i will do it cause i don't want her to be mad, later i die alone ><. So she was okay, because we started to talk to each other after that. So i told her i don't want her to get angry. She asked me what to do and suggest to learn a few Bahasa Indonesia from me since my Bahasa Indonesian. It was so hilarious at first but she's got it quite fast so i give her a challenge. Next an Indonesian Tante came i told Sherry to help her i will be standing beside her of course. She managed to say it and i'm very proud of her, but tante ask a few more questions so i continue the rest for Sherry. It was quite fun actually. Then the rover came and its our break time!

Got our stuff and off we go, i suggested we go to the staff canteen and we make our way there. Its always at this finger print that i got stuck, this time for a mere five minutes. Sherry was like laughing at me after she managed to get out. Then we head over to the canteen and ordered Rex Nasi Ayam penyet. She was hesitating what to eat i told her there's Chinese food but she insist on eating the same thing with me. Okay we talked and i guide her how to eat properly like Malays do. We talked till we are five minutes late, so we rush over. Later i took over the redemption from inside then she go get both of us coffee then we spent the next few hours inside the redemption booth till the next break. I was looking at facebook on my phone and suddenly saw Taeyeon's photo on facebook and She was like " ehhh you know her too, she was here a few days ago". I was like "Of course, who don't know Taeyeon from SNSD!, fan boy here". That's when we got to know that we are into kpop. I was like okay, girls and kpop is quite common. Keep reading. While happily chatting i also finish one stack of redemption ticket to key into the system. Then she said she want to take photo of the stack. I said i'll use my handphone and she just there posing waiting for me. Here's the picture. The plan isn't taking my photo but she insist i took one too. So then a passenger left a brand new bag of Johnnie Walker and Sherry give it to me. At first she tease me saying it's a gift from her. Then i found out someone left it there and her bag wasn't big enough to bring out so she gave it to me. I'm seriously going to use the bag when i remember of today.
Later coming to second break, we went to Subway and pack to sit somewhere else.I bought coffee for us and we find some place to sit and enjoy our food. From that 40 minutes break, i found out more and more about her! I told her one of my reason of working here is that I love Airport and whenever i visit the airport i will remember of my beautiful trip on airplane. She was like yeap yeap, she got the job because of it too. Okay finally someone i know who has almost same interest as me, i'm so happy. So as we talked more and more we got to know that we have a lot of common interest. We like Kpop, traveling,Airplanes,still haven't decide what to do after graduate. Its like wow, i found a common interest friend for so long and definitely it's not going to be our first and last chat. Then there's this wheelchair guy needed some help and Sherry, told me that she will help the guy. She's not only fun, kind but willing to help people in need to. I'm very touched to see her actions but hey i will do the same. I'm sure of that. Then my old friend Hilmi was there to help us till 930 and his shift is till 530am the next morning. We chatted for awhile and our common topic was Running man! we talk and talk about it and seriously anyone would think that we all knew each other for so long. Then comes to Kim Jong Kook song of lovable. We 3 sing the chorus part haha so hilarious. Then we knew a bit of korean and japanese so we make a bet whoever can help any korean and japanese passenger by talking in their language. So Sherry,Hilmi and me is parred at 1:1:1. This must be the most fun shift ever.
 At night, after clock out Hilmi decided to treat us since it's Sherry second last day and Hilmi won't be seeing her then. So we chatted over a cup of Gongcha while waiting for Sherry's neighbour Daniel. She told me more about him and I was like, i think i know who so she ask me to wait for Daniel too. Upon meeting we 3 started talking and again like old friends. I got to know they are from same secondary and university. No wonder they are close. Then we catch the second last train back and we keep talking and talking and exchange facebook.
The next day Daniel and Sherry last day working there. They worked there for a month and permanent part time need to hit 20 days. I was the rover for that day and I work with my partner Nurul Z. As usual we talked and get to know each other during the breaks. Unlike Sherry, we don't really have much common interest. Best of all the people i met and talk to i talk to them more than i talk to my old crush J. I totally get over and done with her.
So we decided to visit Daniel and Sherry at the booth and took a photo with them, too bad Daniel never get to be inside he was attending to the passengers but anyway this three people i met this weekend is one of the easiest to talk to other than Janica and Adah. So the day ended and it was a tiring weekend but indeed it was fun! I think we all felt comfortable around each other. Now i'll talk about other stuff.






Okay so KL neighbour told us she wanted to go Jeju badly and we agreed to them. So Tokyo for this year is cancelled. My AKB48 ><. But nevermind that I will still get to go Seoul. I'm equally excited for Autumn in Seoul. Other than the different climate i can meet my girl friend, Naeun Rose. She is someone close to me and she is my Korean teacher. I everytime got 1 missing letter or i didn't write the hanggul characters properly but she's very patient in helping me. I going to meet Rose this time round because my past 2 trip to Seoul she was still in Irvine. She said that she is jealous that i know Seoul more than her, she's from Seoul by the way. We going to meet and i told her to study the area because we have 3 months to go before we meet. Since its near Hari Raya period i thought of sharing some cookies with her, to let her know more about Malay cultures. Okay let's see what else.

The haze has improved tremendously and everyone is happy now. Like yeah blue skies, clear air from the trees its all back and it's officially first of July 2013. Half a year has past and let me ask you, did you achieve any of your goals yet? For me nope, i haven't but i am sure i will very soon. Oh yes Lenny is busy these days since she got test and test but as a very understanding brother, i understand her situation because i was just like her, studying my ass off. Oh yeah tonight Sherry just departed to Auckland to meet her friend there. She said she is 1:0 with me now since it's her first time taking the plane alone. Achievement Unlocked for her sadly my turn not yet, i wonder when. Okay i think i write a bit too much about well this will be one of my favourite post for the month.

Song of the post Kim Jong Kook- Lovable

Whoa you're loveable from head to toe
Whoa I'm so proud to to have you as my girl
Waiting is fun now and even the air is sweet
So I love you


When the world is hard to bear, once I see you
I can feel the breeze upon my heart
Is this living or is this happiness?
Whatever it is, I'm feeling it now



Even if my whole day was gloomy, once I see you
I can feel the sunlight on my hair
Is this surprising feeling love?
It is worth the wait



I was afraid I'd cry like my last encounter with love
So I hesitated
You waited for me without complain
You came easily to me



You're loveable from head to toe
I'm so proud to to have you as my girl
I was always so stiff but now I smile all day
What have you done to me?



Even your backside and shadow are loveable
My affection comes naturally
Waiting is fun now and even the air is sweet
So I love you



So that I can make you happy
I've been taking care of myself
Even in my eyes 
I feel like I'm a decent guy now



You're loveable from head to toe
I'm so proud to to have you as my girl
I was always so stiff but now I smile all day
What have you done to me?



Even your backside and shadow are loveable
My affection comes naturally
Waiting is fun now and even the air is sweet
So I love you



Whoa nana nana nanana nana nana nanana
Whoa nana nana nanana nana nana nanana
So that other people are so jealous they can't stand it
Let's love each other



Ooh just promise me this one thing that until the end of the world 
You will only be loveable for me

Hangul:

워 머리부터 발끝까지 다 사랑스러워 
워 니가 나의 여자라는게 자랑스러워 
기다림이 즐겁고 이젠 공기마저 달콤해 
이렇게 너를 사랑해 


세상이 힘들어도 널 보면 
마음에 바람이 통해 
이런 게 사는 거지 이런 게 행복이지 
이제야 느끼게 됐어 나는 



온종일 우울해도 널 보면 
머리에 햇빛이 들어 
이렇게 놀라운게 사랑이지 
기다린 보람이 있어 



지난번 사랑처럼 울까봐 
한참을 망설였지만 
보채지 않고 나를 기다려준 너 
편안하게 스며들어와 



워 머리부터 발끝까지 다 사랑스러워 
워 니가 나의 여자라는게 자랑스러워 
무뚝뚝하던 내가 종일 싱글벙글 웃잖아 
대체 내게 무슨 짓을 한거야 



워 그림자와 뒷 모습까지 사랑스러워 
워 부끄러운 애정표현도 자연스러워 
기다림이 즐겁고 이젠 공기마저 달콤해 
이렇게 너를 사랑해 



널 행복하게 해주기 위해 
내가 날 아끼게 됐어 
내 모습 내가 봐도 이제 조금은 
괜찮은 놈이 된 것 같아 



워 머리부터 발끝까지 다 사랑스러워 
워 니가 나의 여자라는 게 자랑스러워 
무뚝뚝하던 내가 종일 싱글벙글 웃잖아 
대체 내게 무슨 짓을 한 거야 



워 그림자와 뒷 모습까지 사랑스러워 
워 부끄러운 애정표현도 자연스러워 
기다림이 즐겁고 이젠 공기마저 달콤해 
이렇게 너를 사랑해 



워 나나 나나 나나나 나나 나나 나나나 
워 나나 나나 나나나 나나 나나 나나나 
사람들이 모두들 부러워서 견딜 수 없게 
그렇게 우리 사랑해 



우 한가지만 약속해 세상 끝날 때까지 
나에게만 사랑스럽기 

Friday, 28 June 2013

Progressing slowly

Konbanwa Everybody!

Yeunkarl's Blog Updates

First and foremost I would like to thank you for viewing this blog! I know this is a personal blog but i would like to expand this blog.I will also add a sub title before i begin writing about new topic. I'm so happy after looking at this:
Look at that, my blogpost is on Google page 3 and the related post is Seoul trip 2013. I Didn't think much about it until i check the statistic of my blog. There's a visitor every single day. I'm so happy, Thank you whoever you are.

Notice: I will be adding stuffs about traveling and product reviews etc. Please support me. 

Android 
School has resumed on Monday for all Polytechnic students and for me as well. It was a slow week I can say. Everyone just came back from holiday and still having that holiday mood. For me, i'm proud to learn something new this week! That is to root my Galaxy Note II N7105. For those who are using Android, by rooting it gives you extra advantage to view the hidden permission that are disable from your phone. Apart from that, you can install custom ROMS, Themes and much much more. For myself, i downloaded an Galaxy S4 theme with its 75% notification bar, circular battery etc. It feels and looks like an S4 now. Well i didn't think of rooting last time as it might BRICK(No-use) your phone. I got tempted after reading about the latest galaxy S4 S Translator. It's really a great application and it's free but first you need to be rooted because you can flash in TW or CWM Recovery. Haha it sounds complicated right? How about you check it from this website: http://forum.xda-developers.com/ Just search for your phone and go under Themes/Application. Trust me Never regret rooting your phone like how you jailbreak your IPhone.

School
So for School nothing much happened, the other 2 guys are working so hard on modeling and texturing the environment area. As for me i am doing the anatomy and it takes a freaking long time to model it as it has different parts and texture it. Today's meet up with the supervisor is alright because he liked our progress despite of behind time. I'm sure we can finish this project on time because after that i will work for my holiday again!!! So excited, Destination Seoul,Tokyo. Yeap so dear readers I'll try to be detailed as much as I can for those who are looking of guides on budget travel to Korea or Japan, I might have the stuff you need. So keep a look out!
Myeongdong,Seoul
Pictures taken from: http://lovesouthkorea.tumblr.com


Personal

For the weekends i going to spend my time working at Changi Airport. It's quite an easy job and what you need is just patience. That's give you a clue, i'm working at event site. Nothing more can be reveal. Okay this week I have been thinking a lot if i should try taking a motorbike license. It's not that i don't want, its my family forbids me from taking it. Few years back, my elder brother got a fight with my parents because he wanted to learn to ride a bike. Well it turned out bad i don't want history to repeat itself. I know the risk and danger of riding a bike. It's more towards practicality and accessibility. Similar to cars its quite dangerous depends on how you drive. It depends on individual. What i'm thinking now that either car or motorbike if you ride and you get into accident if its your destiny, you'll go and accept your fate. Nothing can be avoided am i right? But i'll still thinking about it. Let me know your views on this. I need your suggestions and encouragement. If those who is my real life friend, do hit me up, Facebook,twitter, WhatsApp etc. Let me know your views. Thank you.

Signing off for this post.

Saturday, 22 June 2013

Hazy Holidays

Good Afternoon one and all,

It has come to another fruitless week. Since my blog is so boring without pictures form today's post i will start adding them. I will talk to you about what happen during my short school holidays starting from last week.

Week 1 of holidays:

It was a tiring week because everyday i need to wake up early to run errands. Mum wouldn't let me sleep past 9am everyday gahhh! But whatever it is its quite boring, infront of the computer the whole day no life seriously. So last Friday night, Ahmad and I went out for a short dinner by the beach. As usual it was crowded at that time with families having dinner together and couples spending their time. For me and Ahmad, it was one of our hangout place since Hariz and Huzyer was working that night. So yeah we had a cup of sugarcane and catch up on with each other. The best part for that night is that i get to sit on a motorbike as a pillion. The feeling is so cooling and relaxing, now i know how it feels like to ride the motorcycle.

The next day i started my work at Changi Airport once again for the second year. Everything is not new to me so i adapt to the working environment very quickly, just here and there differences but overall its quite okay. That day also i need to wake up at 6am and reach the Airport by 7, haiz it was a tiring journey but mum send me all the way there. Firstly i met an old colleague whose working there as well and she help me to set up the booth since we are doing the opening. Okay next up my partner was late and she was so scared of the fine all but everything goes on well though. We talk and click almost immediately, the crowd begin to formed around 12 plus as it was lunchtime. So my work as a broken tape recorder begin again. Met quite a lot of pretty girls. This work, we only see the person once in our life only, once they go, byebye to them. Rules and regulations is a bit different from last year. End work at 3 and i'm like a walking zombie back home. It was so tiring but worth it. I enjoyed this kind of work more, what you need is just patience, patience and patience!

Nothing happen the next day and the next i was working again in the transit area. Different experience from the public area but i'm quite used to it so no problem for me. Then the next day the blue skies started to disappear, itchy eyes, unexpected flu, all in one packge. The haze was really bad the following day. Let me show you a few pictures of the haze in Singapore.
This is picture taken from the internet. Look how the haze has affected all of us here in Singapore, not forgetting those in Malaysia and Indonesia as well. Different mask is used my people, some from the movie, for fun, really these people. They willing to spend so much on the maks. For myself, i was using the one i bought in Shenzhen years ago. Who would've expect us to wear mask in Singapore. But it was fun though. The highest PSI is 401 21st June at 11am. This must be the highest record so far. That morning when i woke up it was reddish dark, it looks like a sand storm just past by Singapore. Even at the mosque people is using the mask.
This picture was taken from the internet as well. What happen after sandstorm in the Middle East.

That's about it for the haze update. Currently now the PSI is still at the unhealthy range but the blue skies are back as well as the sun too. But weather is crazy, no one knows what will happened the next moment, right? Only Allah knows it.

Tonight is going to be another night for me working. Night shift is a bore to me because it just screw up your body clock, let's see how is it tonight. I just take a replacement shift from one of my friend, since she's down with sickness i will help her cover cause she once asked me, not nice to turn down twice.


School resumes next week and i'm not looking forward to school at all. Come to think of it i just want to get this done and over with. I don't know what I want to do after Polytechnic. Everything just makes me bored and makes me don't give any thought about it. I just want to be an Affiliate Marketer for the rest of my life and travel around the whole world, perform Umrah every Single year and be religious all the way.

So if you are waiting what i going to say about her. NOTHING..


Enjoy your hazy weekend people and hope for the better.



Monday, 10 June 2013

Everything happens for a reason

Good morning, Selamat pagi, anneyonghaseyo, arigato, mangandang hapon!,

How is everyone feeling today? Let me begin what happened last week and what will happen this week. Okay last week, we met our client at Kandang Kerbau Hospital for updates and approval from him to continue the next phrase of our project.Our supervisor drove us there and you can't imagine how fast he was driving at that tampines flyover. A merely 110km/hr and we reached about 15 minutes from school. Its fun because i'm not the one driving so its alright There's a bit of unhappiness after which because he don't like some stuff and we need to change quite a few things but that's okay. The next day and next day everyone got lazy since it's the last week before the term break starts. Shaun introduced us to this game call Zombie dice and the resistance. Zombie dice is a standard dice with 6 sides.What makes it special is that instead of 1-6 dots, they have brains, walk and shot. The first roll if you have 2 brains and 1 walk you may want to continue  by taking another 2 more dice and roll it. The aim of this game is to get 13 brains the first one with the least number of shot. If you have 3 shot in one round, you lose all the brain in that round.

It's quite simple and fun. But luck isn't on my side every time haha, the most i ever get is 9 brains with 5 shots, what a pity. Okay the next game is call resistance. Resistance is played with minimum of 5 person. That is 3 Resistance and 2 spies. There's a set of mission to complete in each round and the resistance need to find out who are the spies. The pass mission means the resistance will be granted 1 point and if its a fail mission, the spy wins. The best part is that you wouldn't know who is who unless you see their facial expression and the way they play it. False accusation and vulgarities is often use to scare the other players. Its quite fun and i recommend you all to give it a try! Back to school on that day we decided to play with 10 person, its hell lots of fun. The three girls and I is new to the game and we are lost the moment the game began. It was fun.

The next day, our mood totally fade off just because its friday and it means the last day of school. At the end of that day, we visited the gym, its been ages since i last went to the gym and pump some iron. It was worth it, muscle ache for the next 2 days but i'm perfectly fine with it means i got used to it before so it wouldn't be a problem. Next on the saturday, sister and I was planning the trip to Seoul again. Oh my god, who would've believe i'm visiting Seoul for the second time this year. But one new thing i'm going to visit Jeju-do Island. So i did a little research about it and really looking forward to it. Now the thing is the flight, is either transit in Ho chin minh or Kuala Lumpur. there's no straight flight, damn the transit time will be too long and i'm not going to enjoy it! The thing that got me excited is that in Jeju, we have decided to rent a car of five to get us around. Since Jeju is a tourist area and going everyday is accessible by road, renting a car there is the only option to get around the city. What excites me is that, we can drive on the left hand side! It's the American way and unlike back in Singapore, its the British way with the right hand drive. Everything going to be messed up so this is a new experience for us. Maybe it's not that difficult after all? Let's give a try. The other thing that excites me is that finally i'm visiting Seoul other than winter season. It will be a new experience for me too! I wonder how it will look and feel! Damn excited.

Korea is Plan (A) and have you guys guess the question to my previous post? Maybe you are right or wrong. Plan (B) is Tokyo, Japan. Wow! The recent Singapore Dollars and Yen dollars make everyone want to visit Japan now, it's cheaper than what it used to be and my brother 4 times experience in Japan tells me that I should visit the land of the rising sun too! From Shinjuku, Akihabara, Euno Park,Tokyo Sky Tree, Mount Fuji, onsen etc everything excites me. Last time before i visit Korea, I always wanted to visit Japan but it was way expensive back then. Looking at the Tokyo Metro, one can easily get lost finding the station because my brother said everything is in Japanese, similarly to Seoul, they have English words below the Korean words so it's much easier to navigate around. There's many things i want to do in Tokyo, visiting Tokyo Sky Tree is a must for me, Odaiba AKB48 and Gundam real life statue, maids cafe, Tokyo Grand Mosque, Hakone at Mount Fuji and all those tourist attraction! So excited for this trip but i don't know which plan should i go. Plan A depends on my neighbour in Kuala Lumpur if he can get a flight ticket to Seoul too. So it's a 50/50 chance!

para sa iyo

I want to be special! I don't want to be like others. Ignoring is part of the plan. I'm not invincible, i can see that someone is trying hard to get attention and is just being ignored. Actually it was that someone who begins this first. That someone who needed the space and by distancing myself that's the only way. I started too fast and maybe revealed everything but there's more to come. I kinda of missing that someone right now. I don't know if that someone feels the same. I was going to give up till i saw the small light that light up the empty streets again. Is that someone playing hard to get now? Or am i just thinking too much! Only that someone knows the answer. Give me hints. If you like, tell me.