I have been wandering many things.

Ohayouu gazaimassu Minaasan,

Can you guess why i began this thread with Japanese. If you are smart and observant you should know. Okay i'll leave the suspense to next time, It'll be more fun that way. Okay so this week began with a rather slow week. Almost all the boys are falling sick one after another including me. But for me being sick still need to come school and do my work. I haven't break my record of taking MC for 2 consecutive day since secondary school days. Okay so this week i only modeled legs and help Joel to start with the hands a little. Other than that, we spent most of our times, on Facebook, Twitter, YouTube. This week particularly reserved for Graduation and everywhere you can see graduates with their graduation gown. It was lovely i remembered i went once to my brother graduation. Come to think of it , It wouldn't be that long till my graduation day, a year from now. I wonder how i will look like and who will be there.

On Tuesday, we were talking about Toshio, the little boy from Juon. We decided to watch the movie and it crept the hell out of us. It would be scarier if you were to watch it alone. I remember the next day we share experience with each other how we feel eerie at night alone in the room. The footage from the movie just had to replay at that crucial moment.

Here's what happen to us. Since my text last week i didn't dare to text her since she will get irritated. So i let nature take it course. It was an awkward silence when we met, even when everyone was out for short toilet break, i didn't dare to look at her. I know all along she was angry. I admitted, i look creepy at times because i am curious of everything. If i don't get the answer , i can't stay still. I'm very determined. So i decided to wait for the present i promised her on her birthday. To my awkwardness, the day happened and it was today. Perfect like i had estimated. So today i saw her in the morning at the usual place and i sat opposite her, i checked my twitter and i saw her tweets. It shocked me quite a bit and from then on i was feeling moody. Things changed for a second later in class, I was taking out the log book from the locker and her drink was there, she came to get one bottle. Since i don't want to show her my furious look, i helped her get her bottle and she smile and thanked me. The feeling of being angry totally fade away. It's like melted. From then on i am sure its good time for me to pass her the present. But i decided to add a few more tricks up my sleeve. Before going to school, i had bought a packet of chocolate candy from the minimart, it was part of my plan today.

Okay so i told Joel about my plan and he suggested me to pass the present when everyone is around. I told him its not a good idea and tell him my plan and he agreed. So that afternoon when the guys was out to get the camping material Shaun, Ernest and I was left behind. So once the her lunch break i decided i should put the sweet now since later when she come back it's a bit too late. So i make my rounds near her table and plan a perfect place to put it. Ernest and Shaun caught me off guard a few times but turn to look at the fire escape route instead. Phew, it was close. It's scary because that two talk to her often so i scared they will tell her i was the one who put it and i'll get blame. But they are cool. So then we headed for lunch 1/2 hour earlier before our usual time and i knew it that moment when she come back, she will confirm see the sweets. Once we are back, she was actually playing around the sweets i sneak under her bag earlier. I noticed that when one of us step in she will play around with it. I guess that's her way to find the culprit of that sweet. So everyone acted like a veteran actor and of course me the culprit straightaway i continue my modeling. I can confirmed that she didn't know who was it. So later they went to meet their supervisor since tomorrow is a public holiday that's why its a bit late. During their absence our supervisor came and one of the supervisor told us who is brave enough to write a note saying " You are pretty" on the girls desk. Everyone was up for the challenge and so we did. All three of them get 2 notes each and i gave her one in ttakji, wow i didn't know she know what's inside. It might be obvious because i'm the only Korean Boy Fan in the group. Well once they come back, we all acted perfectly normal because we made a deal whoever laughs or expose their  mission will need to treat everyone. From my desk i heard her saying, look its in korean. I don't know if she get what it means, i literally wrote " Dangsieun Eopuda" or " You are cute". Heheh i can cheeky at times you know.

So towards the end of the day i told Joel my plan need to go smoothly and he followed every thing i said. I looked like a damn professional planner because everything i plan is flowing accordingly.  So Joel talk to her a bit and he ask me to pass the present. I did what i was told because i don't want to waste time. So i bravely ask her " J, Can i have a word with you". Then i ask her if she was angry with me and i didn't give her time to explain because time is running out. I told her this " Joy, Which ever the reason i would like to apologise to you from the bottom of my heart. . My words and actions has been harsh and hurt you deeply"
She told her friends to go on since her bus is here. Usually she will board the bus then her friend.After that, Joel left us and I accompanied her to wait for her bus. We chatted a bit and she told me she knew it was a cooking book and really , i miss that smile and said Thank you to me. I was high in happiness and i don't care who is around me. This is the time where i let my guards down and don't care of my pride. I even told her that sweet in the morning , is my doing too haha, i think she want to eat it but her friend told her not to. I don't know in the end she eat it or not. I hope so? maybe? Haha. After her bus arrive, my bus arrived too and we parted ways. On the way home i was stubborn, i thought i want to sms her first and i think, let her do it. I want to see how she is feeling right now. Next moment an Whatsapp message from her arrived. I read it and understand. She have forgiven me and I appreciate that a lot. From now on, i need to be careful of what I say and do in case it might hurt her again. So girl if i am wrong, correct me. This is my first time and I want to gain experience from it. I don't know if you have any before. But i am determine i will go a long way and would not hurt you.

So basically that's about it. Now i am back to Maple with Lenny on certain days and the rest of the days, i am searching about Japan. Jeng Jeng Jeng, suspense to be continued.



Arigato,  Sayonara!