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Happy Ramadhan Al Mubarak to all my Muslim readers. It has been an exhausting year and don't forget the bitter and sweet things that happened to you. Remember that everything happened for a reason and be grateful that it happened that way.

Okay guys in this post I will divide it into two parts. The first part I will talk about my journey on Fasting month and the second one is fill in your blanks if you know. For that one a small tips for you if you know me well you can answer this question easily.

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Praise Allah that we are able to see Ramadhan for this year 1434 hijrah. As usual fasting and tarawih at the mosque without fail and doing good deeds and prevent yourself from doing stuff that can break your fast. On the night of first Ramadhan , all Muslims performed their first solat tarawih together at the mosque. For me as usual I prayed at Masjid Kassim with my close friends Ahmad and Hariz. This is shocking but we started going for Tarawih since we are 10 years old. It's been a decade long and hopefully our brotherhood will still remain there for years to come. This year fasting is quite different than the previous years. Fasting this year is faster because the time I spend in school is longer than usual. So I have lesser to no napping time. To tell you the truth since I am working on the weekends I find that my home is like a hotel to me. I will only be back to sleep at night and leave for school early in the morning. That's the way it is for those who are studying plus working at the same time. I feel you now but for me it's not for the morning. I am saving it because of my October and December holidays funds and expenditure. It's more like a doing something productive than stoning at home doing nothing.

Last night I went to uncle house to Iftar (breaking fast) together my cousins and relatives. It is a yearly thing for us and we have been carrying this tradition for decades. Basically it's like a potluck where everyone brought dishes and the table is really full. First uncle ordered Nasi Beryani Dam. It's so delicious and very feeling. Then accompanied by other dishes including brownies and fruits. It's like a feast and everyone had fun Iftar and prayed Tarawih together. This is part of fostering relationship with each other. That day after Tarawih Ahmad,Hariz,Daniel and I went for a short drive and dinner at East Coast lagoon. Ahmad drove his father ssanyong car and all of us just become his passenger. The car definitely a different feeling from my family car as it is higher and bigger. We had  about 20 to 30 sticks of satay while we talking about each others life. Recently I'm glad to know that we all became more pious. Gone were the days we skipped prayers for LAN shop and bazaar. Now everyone is bring their souls to Allah. One topic that we talked about is about Dajjal. Daniel shared that he heard this Imam name Bilal Phillips and his sermon is very detail and useful. In class the next day I listen to his sermon for few hours. People thought I was listening to my songs but in fact I'm listening to the sermon. May Allah bless him and all other scholars. okay it's time for part 2 now.

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It's time for part 2 and if you can guess who is it means you are someone who are close to me. Please write your answers in the comment box below. [5 Marks]


Dear _ _ _ _ _ _,

You are one of my first colleague since my first job. It was hard at first and for once I thought you were older than me because you look skilled. As we don't really talk I thought we had no chance. I was always with my friend lunch everything together. Never that I knew things were starting to change on the last day. I threw my pride away and go forward to ask for your number. I don't mind that but to be honest it's pretty obvious I have interest of you. Well you can't say so too because the others is auntie. Only few of us only but really one of the best experience I had so far. The next few days we talked on man and I remember asking you out for once. You agreed, I'm so glad and afraid at the same time. Things are going too fast and it might end soon. So we met on that day. I take it as a date rather than an outing. We did everything like a couple like seriously. We window shopping together and I'm sorry that I didn't talk much. I'm not sure since its my first date. We watched Tron legacy and ate dinner. I wanted to send you home but you refuse. You only gave me a hug and that's it. I never saw you again. You wanted to concentrate on your Os. So as an understanding friend I didn't disturb that much. I only give you support eventhough I can't do much. I bought you stuff from Seoul. Every minute I was thinking about you. Things were not as good till today even though you said you miss me when I left for Korea. I still have stuff that I bought for you.

Dear _ _ _ _ _

You are one of my first crush in My higher education. Seriously I didn't thought of anyone ever since secondary 2. Life has been hard since then. But I persevere. Things were going smoothly at first. I remember finding you on twitter and when I read your tweets I didn't know that it is about me. You knew that I looked at you whenever I had the chance. We got to know each other and I am the first to get close to you. My friends were all shy but indeed is the other way round, I am the shy one there but things need to change. There's a lot of first time I did for you. I remembered you birthday one week before we prepared something that is a birthday lunch. I mastermind the plans from the starting till the end and successfully executed the plans. I know most of times you needed space and I am always there like a stalker. I don't know why but my feelings are true. So on your birthday you was treated like a princess. We bought for you stuff and I ordered for you a special gift air flown from Korea. That was my first time buying a girl a birthday present as well as attending a birthday lunch. I never experience it before so I'm a noob at these happy. So things get worse. One text and I screwed up everything. Well I didn't know what to do so I started avoiding you. It pains me every time we met because I did so much for you that it's hard to let go. I should have listen to my friend not to go all out. It's painful but it is to add some experience and girl you forgive me for that text and you ignored me again. I can't do anything about it. The feelings sucks and how I wish I never knew you. I shouldn't approach you. You never gave me a chance but you threw away that friendship. I deleted your number because its pain to see you reading at my text and ignore it.

Dear _ _ _ _ _

You know there's something call fate and fate that brought us together. It's been a few years since I know you and I can admit that you are one good friend and a listening ears. I didn't know that I can make you fall in love with me even though seas and Mountains separate us. You gave me plenty of chances and we grew closer to each other. Listening to each other rants about the week and lending a virtual shoulder and ears for each other. I know it's been hard for us and especially you, it pains me every time when you are mistreated. Like if we are closer definitely I can look after you and lend you my shoulder to cry on. Unlike me your interest is quite different. But despite all of the differentness we managed to click really well. We can talk anything and everything to each other. We helped each other in times of need and often give each other moral support. I find you mature thinking despite your age. I'm not a pedophile but I really consider you someone important in my life. Times is difficult for now but in the future when you have more freedom I promise I'll bring you to see something new. I want to say that I love you so much. I know that from the first sentence you know who I am referring to. But since this is a guess question I shall make it more trickier. Since you said you love everything about me I can't admit, which girl who like me other than you. You starting to have interest in what I like to do like traveling,buildings documentary. I know it's hard but I don't want you to change because of me. I said many times that you have that corner of my heart and its up to me to find that key to your heart. I sounded so mushy but that is how it is. I've been to Korea many times and every time you didn't fail to whatsapp me asking about me and all. I'm proud to have you as my friend. I can tell you that you are the first to know something about me every time. I know I'm like a player but hey I didn't date those girls okay. It's just my feelings but I know you won't care much but in your heart I know you are. I hope I will get to meet you someday and we shall create awesome memories together. I know I am a copycat because this is how you ended your post about me too. Sorry and I love you <33


Dear _ _ _ _ _

It was that Saturday that I thought things started to change. You were an angel that bright up my Saturday. Having you as my partner for that day make me discover a lot of things about you. We have so much in common. I remember in the morning the China passengers angers you so much that I saved you from them. You told me a lot of things and I'm proud to be your friend. You said you wanted to learn Malay so I teach you the basics and give you a test by helping the passengers. Your smile can make anyone day. I remember you saying "everyone wanted to work with me" but I responded why and why should I be like them. You gave me at fierce look but it was cute. I bought for you coffee and teach you how to eat the Ayam penyet the correct way. You enjoyed it and I was happy too. Every time I talk about something you will continue the same topic. I'm glad we are into planes and traveling and you wanted to be an businesswomen, you did ask me how I survived working and I told her patience is the key. She wants to be an air stewardess but I told her to become a pilot instead. It's not like there's no female pilot out there. That day is one of my happiest working and after that we went to grab gong cha while waiting for her neighbour. We chatted about running man and Kpop. See she's into that also and I remembered she was shocked to see that I spoke korean to the passengers but she said she can do it too. Well so much similarities between us. Does god send her to open my eyes or did god send her to pull me away from my previous crush? I hope so and she did. Ever since I know you I deleted her number and starting to get interested in you. But too bad god says that I will have a competition to compete for you. But I didn't start because I know it will be hard. I don't want to try because it might hurt both of us. Lucky you didn't give me hints. Don't keep the guy hanging while you are in relationship. Thanks lady.

Dear _ _ _ _ _

I can't remember how we met but its virtual too. Your name is similar to a flower that all girls love. maybe i shall buy you one before i leave back home.I remember you talked to me first and that you misses your hometown cause I was there last time. You are my second online friend that I am close to. I often send you a good morning text and we talk about stuffs the whole day. You didn't get tired of me and you were rather interested in my background. Sometimes I found it peculiar that virtual friend is closer than a friend that I know in real life. You often laugh at my spelling and find it cute. But as a friend and teacher you never fail to make me happy. I remember you share about how you want to go back to your home country after years in foreign land. Every time I go Korea you will get angry with me but this time round we really going to meet for once. You already planned what to do but as an experience traveler I will proof to you that I know stuffs better than you. We shall have lots of fun together because its going to be a few days only. I shall cherish it. If fate brought us together we will be together. Even seas and mountains and language barriers I will make an effort to try to make you happy when we met. I'm a bit boring but talking to you never makes me bored. There's no awkward silence and I hope you are feeling the same. I will always remember that sentence you posted that you will wait for me there and we shall have lots of fun. I will introduce you to some of my race and we shall exchange knowledge about each other. October please come fast!